I don't even know why I'm posting here. Sorry, guys. But lately, I've been so moody and negative about everything. Seriously, EVERY SINGLE THING. I wonder why /: A couple years ago, when my life was crap, I wasn't even depressed. I took things on and wanted to defeat all the crazy things that were happening to me .. But now, I get defeated so easily.
And I'm physically violent. But it's bad because I have high blood pressure and migraines attack me all the time. I'm not keeping my heart healthy from getting mad all the time ;A;
Anyways, I think I need to re-connect to The One who created us. I've been listening to KLOVE on the radio and even have a "Jesus" playlist on my iPod now, haha <3 I just need that positive and encouraging love right now, I suppose.
- Mood:
Miserable - Listening to: Sonicflood - I Could Sing Of Your Love Forever
- Reading: The epic YUUKI saga I haven't touched in a while
- Playing: AC: Wild World
- Eating: Chocolate-covered sunflower seeds! YUMMM <3